Discouraged

I'm feeling so discouraged right nowPull me out of my thoughts before I drownI know I'm supposed to be better than this!The enemy keeps telling me that I'm worthlessI find myself thinking that nothing mattersAnother whispering lie the enemy chattersWhen I try to focus on the tasks I must completeI become overwhelmed by a mountain that can't be beatHow can I finish all the things that I need?When it seems like no one around me cares if I succeed?I'm tempted to just go home, get high, and play video games aloneBut that's not what a man does when he's grownInstead I'll go to the gym and get in some liftsHoping to attract the woman who wants to receive my giftsStill she eludes me, would I not make a good mate?How much longer am I going to have to wait?!I'm fit, I'm funny, I'm kind and smartPlease send me the woman who will hold my heartI'm ready for our relationship to start